for brooke

in all my best frilly panties

ahoj

Miluju tě

moving this weekend. some inspiration for my new place. lots of white, pastels, comfy spaces.

(sources: decorista, and a few from my computer)

time for a change.

home

i miss

my bitches

dive for dreams
or a slogan may topple you
(trees are their roots
and wind is wind)
trust your heart
if the seas catch fire
(and live by love
though the stars walk backward)
honour the past
but welcome the future
(and dance your death
away at the wedding)
never mind a world
with its villains or heroes
(for good likes girls
and tomorrow and the earth)
in spite of everything
which breathes and moves, since Doom
(with white longest hands
neating each crease)
will smooth entirely our minds
-before leaving my room
i turn, and (stooping
through the morning) kiss
this pillow, dear
where our heads lived and were.

silently if, out of not knowable

silently if, out of not knowable
night's utmost nothing,wanders a little guess
(only which is this world)more my life does
not leap than with the mystery your smile
sings or if(spiralling as luminous
they climb oblivion)voices who are dreams,
less into heaven certainly earth swims
than each my deeper death becomes your kiss
losing through you what seemed myself,i find
selves unimaginably mine;beyond
sorrow's own joys and hoping's very fears
yours is the light by which my spirit's born:
yours is the darkness of my soul's return
-you are my sun,my moon,and all my stars

e.e. cummings

hedgehogs are my new passion.

may my heart

may my heart always be open to little
birds who are the secrets of living
whatever they sing is better than to know
and if men should not hear them men are old

may my mind stroll about hungry
and fearless and thirsty and supple
and even if it's sunday may i be wrong
for whenever men are right they are not young

and may myself do nothing usefully
and love yourself so more than truly
there's never been quite such a fool who could fail
pulling all the sky over him with one smile

-e.e. cummings

dear hamer,

i love you. i'm glad you're not lactose intolerant. i would like to have breakfast with you. i would like to have afternoon tea with you. i like the grand canyon with you. i'll let you see me in my undies. i love you.

help

happy

new years with my bestgalpals, mark & i at the grand canyon, mark & i new year's eve, and a photo that i found on a tumblr

pick a color

And the embers never fade in your city by the lake

Rodarte and lula

Favorite play? the seagull by anton chekhov

What was your first love? the stage

Favorite language? french, arabic

Who is your most loved character in literature? lolita

Favorite room? an old library

Favorite place to read a book? outside

Favorite place in NY? central park, the met

Favorite color? green, pastels, grays

Favorite painter/painting? claude monet

Favorite thing to collect? elephant figurines, family reunion shirts.

Favorite mystery? god and the infinite space

Favorite flower? hydrangeas

Favorite sea creature? sharks

Favorite smell? vanilla

If I gave you a medal right now, what would it be for? laziness

Favorite texture? egyptian cotton 600 thread count sheets

Favorite flavor? toffee

What’s the first thing you think of when I say red? bloody period

Night or day? dusk and dawn

Favorite villain? bellatrix lestrange

Favorite silent film star? chaplin

Favorite artist? i could never pick one

Molly Ringwald or Ally Sheedy? ally

C.S. Lewis or Freud? lewis

Tents or motels? motels, beds always win

Favorite musical instrument? piano, harp

Thunder or lightning? lightning on the desert mountains

Tea or coffee? coffee

Wine or beer? beer

Lemon or lime? lime

Monday or Friday? friday

February or December? december

Christmas or Halloween? christmas

Rosemary’s Baby or Hannah and Her Sisters? idk

J.D. Salinger or Jack Kerouac? SALINGER

Hats or scarves? hats

Julie Christie or Vanessa Redgrave? julie christie

Marilyn Monroe or Elizabeth Taylor? liz tay

Cary Grant or Jimmy Stewart? cary grant

Las Vegas or Atlantic City? vegas

Rain or sun? rain

Spiderman or Superman? super

Cats or dogs? both cuddling in one bed!

Ice cream or sorbet? ice cream

Beatles or Rolling Stones? the fucking stones

Favorite fun fair ride of all time? the photobooth

Favorite sidekick? ronald weasley

What are the initials of the last person you kissed? MSH

What characteristics do you most envy in others? calmness of mind

If you could fly, where is the first place you would go? to my boyfriend's

Have you ever won a medal or a prize–if so, what? prize jackass

What is your secret dream? to have short hair

Favorite season? fall

What is your greatest love? theatre

Favorite currency? canadian dollar

Favorite city? london

Favorite imaginary place? narnia or hogwarts

Favorite planet? saturn

Favorite children’s book? the little prince

Favorite candy? galaxy hazelnut bars

Favorite name [and it cannot be your own]? Brinian

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